“Since childhood and adolescence, I lived increasingly in the past and future. Dreaming of what I could become (to escape myself), or chewing my tail over past mistakes.
Regrets built up like shards of glass and eventually the chemical crutch of support I sought through drink, became rotten pit beneath me.
Instead of letting real life pass me by like sand through my fingers, I realize the here and now is to be embraced and sought out. I just need to re-wire my brain first.”—